Chapter 1: The End

Elles places Emery's letter down. She leans back on her couch and exhales a thick white smoke. Purple haze dances into her silky hair. "C'est la vie[1]," she says to herself. Her elation rises and colors intensify. The constant ringing in her ears hasn't ceased since the recent reformation of existence. Bubbles in the ceiling morph into dinosaurs and primitive cavemen dancing to "The Circle of Life." What will become of le garcon[2], mon cher amie[3], Emery? The cloak is a dastardly, cursed object. Why had the divines chosen such a young boy to suffer such a cruel fate?

She rereads Emery's letter. "I will never forget you, mon ami[4], my young lover." Elles slumps over, sobbing uncontrollably. Too high to walk, she collapses several feet from her sofa and curls into the fetal position.  Pain bounces off the walls; Elles' wails echo throughout the massive apartment. She stumbles to her feet, slowly mourning her newfound freedom. What did Emery give up emancipating me from the game? She fills the tub with steaming comfort and reaches for a well-crafted, antique razor; the only remnant of her days as a human. Elles wriggles out of her clothes in a trance. She flicks her radio on and climbs into the porcelain tub. Debussy's Clair de Lune[5] plays as she presses the blade into her vein. The Eau pourpre[6] lulls her to sleep.

"Je suis immortel[7]," Elles scoffs, waking to clear bathwater around her petite, busty frame. She dresses herself and shakes her depression. In her usual fashion, Elles saunters into a pair of leggings, light skirt, tube-top, boots and a cardigan; black, purple and pink, of course. She takes the elevator down to the atrium.

"On a date, Ms. Strandon?" Lars the doorman asks curiously. "You look ravishing. Very Gothic, but classy."

"So formal. I told you, my first name's fine, Lars." Elles giggles. "Yes, I am," she responds in perfect English. "I'm meeting an old flame- like, a really old flame."

"Old flames extinguish, Alice," Lars[8] says, winking. “Have a good night, Ms. Strandon.”

Elles blows him a kiss. "So cute! Never get old, Lars!"

Lars smiles. “Already am. You just can’t tell,” he says, winking again. Lars is the epitome of a mischievous ginger: he’s goofy, lanky and young. Maybe nineteen or twenty. Perhaps twenty-one.

She plays her role well, gleefully making her way to the street as Alice. She hails a cab.  Before she decides what to do, Elles needs to see Kal one last time. “Midtown,” she says to the driver. It feels different, just observing humans wandering aimlessly for a bite, some drinks or other mortal activities. For the first time in her adult life, she’ll finally be able to enjoy herself like they do.

“No address?” The cabbie asks, casually looking at Elles through the rearview.

“42nd and Broadway,” she says with a smile. “I’d prefer not to type it in.”

“You got it,” he responds. “Tourist?” He asks. The cabbie takes a sip of coffee. “It’s none of my business, but you must be from ‘ere if you aren’t using an Uber.”

“Born and raised.” Elles pulls her phone out, hoping to disengage without being rude. Confrontation has never been her strong suit. She pretends to text and the cabbie turns the radio up:

Announcer: “Next on NPR[9], a couple lost their son to suicide in 2015. We’ll discuss how bullying led young Gavin Leheir to take his life, and how his tragic struggle highlighted our indifference to homosexuality and mental illness. If the name Leheir sounds familiar, it should. The CEO, and executive producer, at Beau Noir Media[10] Studios and his wife—”

Guest 1: “Hi, I’m Ash Leheir.”

Guest 2: “And, I’m Courtney Leheir.”

Announcer continues: “…will join me, Ira Glass[11], for an open discussion on how they coped with grief. We’ll talk about how a small book from Dominican novelist, Mark Figueroa[12], turned their lives, their community, and Gavin’s school system into a place of acceptance, not just tolerance. We’ll also touch on their feelings on the lack of political support they received from the previous administration, and how their friends in Hollywood, and in Washington, banded together to make sure President Pence was impeached for his role in perpetuating his impeached predecessor’s agenda. Interesting times. Two presidents, two impeachments, and the couple who spearheaded the movement that reformed democracy in our nation, as a result of their tragic loss. Coming up at 9 pm. Only on NPR. See you there.”

Elles holds back her tears, ignoring the radio. Even without Emery’s request, she needs to make time to see them. She can give him that much. Fifty years without a Fate will fly by, at least in comparison to her 500 years of life as a divine’s child. She remembers her twenty-two years as a human; she was pure, naïve, and poor. This time, 522 years later, she would make sure she would want for nothing. From 2021 through 2071, she would be like a dove soaring through the unknown; free to meander about the greatest city on Earth, or finally experience the rest of the world on her terms. It’s not like she’s bound to anything. She sighs, concerned. But what exactly is it that Kal will do?

Elles stares at the bridge in the distance. Pretty, scantily clad girls and shirtless boys crowd busy intersections when she crosses into Manhattan. These summer nights take her back to the renaissance. All these people…Will Kal’s actions lead to another collapse? Will she have to witness the theft of each and every human soul again? What about the government in the shadows, that Aldguin often talked about? Would Kal’s irresponsibility land all of the children on their radar? “You can just let me off here,” Elles says.

“No problem, missy. That’ll be thirty-four dollars even. You take care of yourself, ya hear,” the old cabbie responds.

She smiles and hands him two twenties. “Thank you. Keep it.”  Elles walks onto the sidewalk. Her thin cardigan waves in the breeze. She scrolls through Snapchat. Elles double taps on a picture of her friend with a new pet. These humans and their trinkets. Her alias keeps her anonymous, but what about the rest of the people Elles knows? The massive information they transmit doesn’t just get erased. Where will this society be in fifty years? If the American public hadn’t fought corruption and fascism so intently, the nation would be under a dictator’s rule right now. She stops at a pizzeria.

Meanwhile, in Central Park, Kalcyphir closes his eyes. Distorted smiles linger in a distant memory. He asks the sky an inaudible question while reclining on a bench, stretching his arms over its back. Silhouettes eerily reach across the moon, coveting its ominous radiance. Like the fools who don the cloak, Kalcyphir exists to play the game of fate. Unlike the bearers of the cloak, the players of fate belong to their masters: the ancient gods who selected them.

For Kalcyphir, these are Caleb’s times, Caleb’s night and Caleb’s will. In these moments, Kalcyphir is one of Caleb’s many sons[13].

Grass sways in the breeze. Leaves rustle from the trees’ fingertips. Kalcyphir cradles his paper bag like a child, waiting for this fate to walk past him. Waiting for her. How is he going to do it this time? What would happen if GGA[14] catches him? A lab in an underground bunker? He can’t hide forever, especially after Aldguin. Is this part of Caleb’s plan? — Those thoughts become irrelevant. How long is this segment supposed to last anyway? I really hate couples. Kalcyphir sighs.

Discerning his prey’s ignorant footsteps from the evening’s whispers, he tries to shrug away the rage filling his hollow core. “They just don’t get it,” Kalcyphir mutters to himself, disgusted. “Those damn spongy meat-sacks…finding meaning from the outside, they only placate the emptiness, uncertainty and despair of being human. They deserve to have the comfortable ignorance ripped from their palms.”

Tonight, he will tear the façade from her gentle fingers. It is his will. To the prey, Kal’s just another face. A stranger. On forums, blogs and conspiracy theories, Kal is The Stranger.

Kalcyphir takes a deep breath, “I am the stranger… I can do this. I can do this.” He closes his eyes and pounds his chest. “I can do this — I WILL DO THIS!”



You Rock!
You're Amazing!

You're Spectacular!

Let's suppose you land your dream job.
Imagine that you spend up to 12 hours a day working.
Your efforts have the effect you've always known they would:

People love you, and more importantly, they love that you do what you do because you're great at it.
You make a difference in countless lives one way or another.

You found your passion, your purpose, and your happiness.
Naturally, your heart would implode if you did anything else, right?
You continue to pound the pavement day in and day out because there's nothing more rewarding than what you do.

However, there's a catch!
Your efforts, loved and appreciated as they be:

Don't allow you to afford getting to and from work
Don't allow you to keep your internet functioning
Don't allow you to pay your cellphone bill
Don't allow you to keep your refrigerator running
Don't allow you to settle your hungry stomach
Don't allow you
to bathe with hot water

The question then becomes: Would you continue doing your dream job?

But, wait! what about all of the people you affect? What about all of your accomplishments? What about your happiness?

I illustrate, write, and edit ALL of the AMAZING BNRM content by myself. I also run this AWESOME website, every page, and social media account by myself.

I don't know what you can afford.
I do know how to entertain you.

For Only $1.99 a month you allow me the privilege, honor and ability to give you the BEST entertainment POSSIBLE!

Click here to become a resident of the Beau Noir Media Universe. Your mind will thank you.


What membership includes:

  1. Access to each story's latest chapter, as they are posted
  2. More ways to enjoy the content, including chapters as individual PDFs
  3. Relevant Footnotes with links to relevant information, and the real-life events that inspired the content
  4. AD-FREE entertainment
  5. To say you were in on this before it becomes popular

Support Children of Divinity!

Curious about the footnotes?

Not only will your membership will go a long way in making sure Elles upholds her promise to you know who, but it will also give you access to the story as new chapters become available!

Too soon for membership? Fortunately, any donation will keep the BN[R]M Universe intact!

Follow me on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, Tumblr, and Path!



Updates this month:

December 2017
« Nov